Well lately my life's been bleh,but I believe it's getting better.I'm really sucking it all up because I can't bare the thought of loosing a friendship.I can't help having a big heart and wearing it on my sleeve.I have to keep in mind that everything in life is a test and I know we're gunna pass this one.I just need my time is all kay?I'll get everything back to the way things used to be,promise.

I must say even though the year of 2008 had its up and downs.I still enjoyed it.I fucked up a lot and I learned from it.I learned what true friendship is,how to balance sports,school,and a social life,how to become quite an actress haha,and a lot more life learning lessons.

Anyway,my New Year's Eve and day was pretty amazing.Actually it was really the party that was amazing.The day was like a blobby day.Oh the last day of 08' was ahh.I spent it with six of my best friends,technically five since one of them's my cousin but still.We laughed,sang,danced,talked,and just had a good time.If I was given a chance to go back to that day I honestly would because it was just amazing that I can't even describe it through blogging!

Oh and by the way our fireworks were pretty boss.Be jeal.

Well,today?We woke up around noon to one.It really felt like the early morning when we woke up though.My uncle told me that the party was officially over at 530 AM!How insane is that!?I was passed out by 4-430AM.Woo.I did nothing really but eat and text for the most part of the day.The cable guy was over for like four hours.It gave me a dreadful feeling for some reason.

On to the second day into the new year.I hope to keep blogging occasionally so I remember the good times and I suppose the bad.All in all 2008 had the best summer and kick to sophomore year and the best start to this brand new year.

Happy Belated New Year's everyone.
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Wow I have a lot to chapters to my sophomore slump series that no one reads by the way.Haa,I could honestly care less.Anyway moving on,the week of Thanksgiving this week is.And it ends up starting off real rough.I hate school.I hate my life.I'm happy I don't have cheering tonight,oh yea I made it but whatever.Not in the current mood to discuss that subject.School is just dkjgheorughwoifn.Teachers will NEVER give us a break. I hate a kid named Byron so badd right now.I will kill him soon.UGHHHHHHHHH RANT RANT RANT.It's all I'm ever good at these days and I HATE it.Screw my life.Fuck my life.I hate my life at the moment.HA!And to think I'd loved it just the other day.Turning points suck.Plus I made no mistake or have any lesson to be learned.I did nothing wrong,I was being a good girl and this is how life treats me back when I for once didn't make a stupid choice for once.Gee thanks,thanks A HELL WHOLE OF A LOT!